Till death do us part

It was supposed to be the happiest day in recent memory. To be honest, I did feel happiness while it lasted. I just wished it never ended.

I remember picking the best barong for the occasion, making sure that it matches my black slacks for the evening. Every inch of my clothing was pressed for creases. The most expensive perfume was misted towards every surface of my skin. I even polished my leather shoes to perfection, leaving no spot dull. I also did my hair for the first time in years. You liked it when I style my hair in a quiff, so I did. I assured myself, "Today will be the best.", and I sure wasn't disappointed.

As I walked down the center aisle, I made a few, quick glances behind me. For sure, it made an impression of me being restless, and rightly so. The faces were familiar, but blurred. All I can think of is you.
When I finally caught a glimpse of your veil, I felt my heart with it's undecipherable cry, pounding loudly. I have never felt so animated in years and this, perhaps, has made feel what it is to be 'human' once more.
I still remember her slowly lifting your head covered in an elegant veil, perhaps to see me. But just as your big, brown eyes were about to meet with mine, the worst thing imaginable happened.
I woke up, tears already welling and flowing from both eyes. It was just a dream. A dream I wish I never woke up from.
I miss you so much. How I wish that I was there when you needed me most. I am just grateful that your suffering in this life will never be carried over in the next. Know that you will always be the happiest memory in my heart.

Till we meet again, in this life or another.

- From a war veteran from the Marawi siege.